Sabe ko, di ko naman sya gusto. Di naman ako umaasa. Dahil alam ko, wala naman pupuntahan to. Dahil wala naman talaga. Di naman talaga ko umaasa. konti lang! charot! Pero sige dahil wala na naman ata talagang chance. Sige tama na nga siguro.
Wag mo na kase ko paasahen! Wag ka na magpasweet pa sakin! Leche ka! Alam kong machicks ka at madameng babae nagkakagusto sayo. Tapos nalaman ko may nililigawan ka pala. Sinagot ka na siguro nun kaya di ka na nagpaparamdam sakin. Kayang kaya kitang agawin don. CHAROT! hahahahha
Namimiss lang siguro kita. Muka na nga kong tanga e. Nakailang text na ko sayo. sini-seen zone mo pa ko. grabeee. Bigla bigla ka na lang ganyan. KUNG AYAW MO EDI WAG MO!
Nakakaloko din naman talaga ang buhay.
Minsan may magugustuhan ka, pero ayaw naman sayo. Minsan gusto ka pero ayaw mo. Bakit kailangang laging unfair. Laging may sobra. Laging may kulang. Ba’t ba di pwedeng equal. Pantay. Patas. Parehas.
Hindi ko din ba malaman ang nature ng tao. They will always make you feel special but in the end, they’ll leave you with your hands wiping your tears. At ewan ko ba kung bakit yung mga taong gusto mo, ayaw sayo.
This isn’t my first. And i wouldn’t want this one to count in pero umasa na naman ako. I don’t know if im just being nostalgic about him not talking to me anymore. Or i just can’t figure out why he’s not talking to me anymore. Can someone give me the perfect reason? It’s pure agony. And it’s getting inside me. Making me insane.
"You were there, you knew that I will going to jump, but what did you do to save me? None. You were just standing there waiting for me to end everything—waiting for me to disappear. I knew it, no one will going to save me from myself because I cannot save me from myself either. Y’know, its hard to live this life, you need to fit in with everything because if you don’t—the society will going to chew you like a gum and throw you like a used paper cup. Its hard to live when you need to please everyone around you knowing that pleasing them would not make them like you—but you’ll going to please them anyway because you think its the best thing to do to fit in. The society will going to drag you down till your only option is to climb a tower for hours and jump till you drop on the ground for just a second Or to buy a really good rope and tie it up on the ceiling and tie the other end with your neck till your feet doesn’t kiss the ground Or buy a bottle of sleeping pills and swallow it all. Well, I am sorry if I can’t handle it all. I am sorry if I’m weak. I am sorry because I expected that you’ll going to save me—even if I knew that you won’t. So, good bye my so called Friends.”
my mom’s like why are you awake at 3am and im like why are you so obsessed with me
HOW I WISH :(